Boarderlining Conniption

life life life. it is grand. and scary. but beautiful. im staying at my grandmas for a bit, just gotta get out of that busy house for a bit. but its fine. the boy is great. amazing. im tired all the time lately. and scary news: my hair is starting to fall out? i dont know what to do.

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okay so. saturday mr x talked to my father about courting me. yes? my dad is very much for it.
anyways, i told him that we could be considered in a relationship but he had to especially ask me to be his girlfriend. i was thinking sometime the next time i see him or something. WRONG

lets just say it involved flowers and a very short "treasure hunt" with the first "holding of the hand" ect. very adorable. :-)
so, i am now, officially UNSINGLE. sorry boys ;-)

i would like prayers prayer prayers that  we will always stay focused and have numero uno, GOD, on our mind and pivot point to everything in our relationship. please please please. also prayers for purity. it is something i have regained after a crazy loss last year and would love to keep it :-) it is very important.

anyways, i am very excited for thanksgiving. it will be YUMMY. everyone have awesome holidays, i will check in with you soon!

hello world!
life has been interesting for the laydee here.

im moving in with my grandma part time meaning i will live with her half of the week and my regular house half the week. this solves many problems and just will make life less stressful on me.

i have found this glorious product called immune fizz that if i drink it in the morning, i feel better all day. i think it has cocaine in it, not really.

mr x talked to my dad about courting me, my dad gave him the okay. im not sure if that means we are courting now?

miss hearing from everyone, my computer was messed up for a while and i couldnt read any body's posts. but i think i fixed it now.

ugh like that.

im tired. but i lvoe my job. im sick, but i love life.
:-)

X is awesome, way cool. my fam is awesome.
just wish i wasnt always sick.

thanks sebastian for reminding me to post ;-)

I have been insanly busy. I kinda like it.
Monday I started my job. I like it. I like the people I work with, they are very nice.
Anyways, I'm totally getting a hold on this whole work/school/church/play/f amily/friends/me time thing, lol.
I was starting to feel very very sick, but now I am getting better. I haven't thrown up in a few days. But I'm kinda worried, the lump in my breast is getting more defined. But, not too worried :-)

I was so stressed for a while, about some stuff with the boy. I thought he was doing something he wasn't doing, thank GOODNESS, lol. But I figured it out, it wasn't true and it's all worked out.

Anyways, I miss hearing from everyone, my computer wont do pop ups, even if I enable them, so I cant look at profiles :-(

I am getting so excited for Thanksgiving! I love love love thanksgiving. I'm excited to see my uncle and his live-in-girl friend whom I havent seen since this summer!

i got a job.

its at a smoothie place, im excited. the only problem is i will be working during hours that conflicts with a play i am for school, not extra curricular mind you, for a class, yea, my GRADE depends on what i can do after school .....interesting.

i dont knwo what to do, I HAVE to have this job. i cant afford not to. i can afford un ungood grade in that class, especially if i just have them put a pass, no pass thing. but, i will be letting tons of people down.

i have already takent he job, im just going to have to explain i will only be able to reherse during school and when my job allows, i, of course, will talk to my boss about getting a schedule that works around it, but i cannot guarentee anything.

any thoughts?