quiz

02.25.07 (4:13 pm)   [edit]
What is in the back seat of your car right now?
my backpack. Nevermind, no its not, I have no clue

What did you dream about last night?
no idea, I was sooo tired.

What was the last thing you had to drink?
iced tea

What are you wearing right now?
jeans, black shoes, red and white shirt, white jacket.

Last food you ate?
Mexican. Meh.

Have you ever left the country?
no

What’s the last sporting event you watched?
football.

What makes you nervous?
mmmmmmmmm. Lotsa things.

Do you like sushi?
depends on what kind.

Do you have a tan?
somewhat, I have tan lines.

What’s one thing you want but can't have right now?
friends to hang out with.

What are your siblings middle names?
grace and lynn

Where is your mom right now?
on the deck.

What was the last thing you said?
“not if she’s watching it you can’t”

What do you think of when you think of Australia?
beach, friends……..

Do you like watching a bonfire?
YES< BEACH<FRIENDs…& hellip;

Are you allergic to anything?
yes, puff cheetos

Favorite piece of clothing you wear all the time?
underwear.

What is one thing you've learned about life recently?
relax….

Have you ever had a Latin lover?
hahahaha, no.

When the phone rings, who do you want it to be?
my phone doesn’t ring, it raves.

Do you take compliments well?
not at all.

Do you play Sudoku?
never have, don’t care to either.

If you were abandoned alone in the wilderness, would you survive?
I don’t think so.

What did your last text message say?
I think david told me he loved me or something months ago before my tex got shut off.

Do you like to pursue or be pursued?
both. Its gotta be equal duh.

Use three words to describe yourself.?
energetic, nice, easy-going

Do any songs make you cry?
one used to. I don’t think one does.

Do you know how to shoot a gun?
yes I do. Point, shoot.

How often do you read books?
every day

Favorite children's book?
sloth’s birthday, my mom got rid of my copy, I want a new one.

When was the last time you were at Olive Garden?
J
like Wednesday.

Where was the furthest place you traveled today?
church?

Do you like mustard?
some

Do you prefer to sleep or eat?
sleep.

What movie do you want to see right now?
there are a few

Who did you last IM?
i dont use IM

Was your mom a cheerleader?
yes

How many hours of sleep do you get a night?
not enough

Do you wear your seatbelt?
always

What do you wear to sleep?
whatever I want, its my life.

Anything big ever happen in your hometown?
meh

Is your tongue pierced?
never ever ever

Ever been to L.A.?
yup

Do you hate chocolate?
ahahaha, that’ll be the day

What do you and your parents fight about the most?
money

Are you a gullible person?
probably, just cuz I don’t expect people to lie

Do you need a boyfriend/girlfriend to be happy?
not at all

If you could have any job (assuming you have the skills) what would it be?
to work at a mental institution

Are you easy to get along with?
I think so

What is your favorite time of day?
night

help

02.21.07 (10:15 pm)   [edit]

okay.

everything is going right.wrong.
right=im happy.
wrong= my family is falling apart.

my ssiter and are are closer and happy but my parents, i dunno.
my dad isnt even staying at home.

?

my valentines day.

02.15.07 (8:40 pm)   [edit]

it was amazing.
a certain boy i have been seeing for a tiny bit brought me an arrangement of flowers that fit me to a T. sunflowers with daisies. simple and fun.  then he asked me to be his valentine. i have never been big on valentines day, it isn't because im alone, i have basically always had someone on valentines day, its just over rated. but this boy, made it good, but simple and casual and it was fun. then he asked me out on a date, we played video games and then went to see a movie.

i had alot of fun. alot.
thanks boy.

mer

02.09.07 (11:21 pm)   [edit]

life has gotten incredably confusing for me in the past week.
i am only going to touch base on one subject though, because it seems to be the biggest, if not possibly the root of everything else. My relationship with my father.

i have written about it before, we all know it isn't perfect.

Because I am seventeen years old, I am startng to break away from my parents, trying to find some sort of independence, starting to think for myself, things I have not yet done before. I am finding this independence thing hard because either I feel like I should not be making the decisions, and just don't, or my dad for no reason beyond what i can see as just wanting to control, grips on tighter.

He won't communicate, or can't, I don't know. We have never talked things  through, there has never been discussions, I have never been apart of decisions, so I cannot make them. And now, I am finally getting these guts that I never had, growing up and breaking free of this hold and I think it is killing him. He now finds my having opinions, disrespectful and such because he is not used to me speaking out.

No one I know at my school has to check in with their parents, and their parents knwo where they are at all times, mine do, this does not bug me. at all. what bugs me is when 9:30 rolls around and my dad says, "shouldn't you be getting in bed?" I'm 17 years old, I think by this point I can tell when I need to go to bed.
I am so scared of growing up because I am not making any sort of transition, I will just be dropped into it. He isn't giving me any sort of slack for a transition. So, part of me is scared this is the way it will be the rest of my life, me scared to speak out against him, under his rule like "everybody loves raymond" typa thing, and the other part of me is scared life is going to say, okay grow up now, and dad is going to say, yeah grow up now, and let me, but i will still be sitting there wondering when i am supposed to go to bed..............

    & nbsp;  here is how to describe what i mean: i ask if i can go out, he acts like it is some huge he needs to think about for a few days, like me going to the moon or antarctica for a few decades..... when it really isn't a big deal, he is just doing it because it's some power trip, he knows that if he says no, i can't go.  his classic line "i dunno kate, i'll have to think about it" which he never does, i just keep asking, and he never thinks about it, and then my plans fall through because i didn't get back to the other people on time......

 the fact that he is gripping on tighter makes me have this rebellious attitude which i don't want and its just horrible.

thirteen.

02.07.07 (10:30 pm)   [edit]
my sister, thirteen. moving out? i guess.

oh life

02.06.07 (11:31 pm)   [edit]

oh life you are so silly.

 i love life right now. im just haveing so much fun, hanign otu with friends, being incredably tired all the time, lol. but sorry been so short lately, been ultra busy!!!!

just one of them days....

02.01.07 (6:00 am)   [edit]

im gunna die. i have been up since 4 o clock am, slept 3 hours last night..........

so much is going on, i dont even knwo where to begin. lemme start with the good news:
my bestest friend and her boyfriend broke up. good news because he was conrolling and we didnt get along. she is happy single. now im playing cupid, its awful. AWFULly fun ;-)
we went on a double non date thing with my theatre partner and his best friend. im starting to kind of like my theatre partner. which is all well and good because the feelings are returned......except he is broken up with his girlfriend, but it is just a break, they have been together for three years, he is not sure whether he wants to throw that out the window or not, een though they never get along and none of his friends like her and blah blah blah. whatever, i still like hanging out with him even if nothing can be there, thats not a problem for me.

there is just family issues..........i dunno...........